There is no other way to say it, I should feel some sort of shame for the ridiculous amount of time that it has been since my last post. Being that I am quite aware of it, does that make it any easier for me to face the reality of what has kept me from writing for so long? No, not any easier. Once again I am not completely sure how or why my life has gotten into the situation that it is in. I keep trying to play things the “right way”, yet always seem to fall behind. I shall figure it out soon.